dream!!!

hello again i am back.. now i think i got story to tell. haha but don worry it is not boring.. don u knw i am studying in ITE Dover and my course is Information Tech?? i knw u don knw now i telling u.. last semester is our project and it is individual project. firstly i don knw wat i suppose to do.. but once day past i manage to do it but wit the help from my frends.... i would not have pass if they never help me.. so now is holiday and the date is 23 Sept 2008... our school reopen if i am nt wrong 2 to 3 weeks frm now... i heard that once school reopen i will learning how to do flash and java i think.. WHAT IS THAT.!!???? man thats is freaking hard man.. so now i have decided. if i don do well than i wll just step down and forget it.. i cn nt keep on asking my frends to help me.. than wat goes to my head is all shit correct. i have to learn how to do it all by myself.. thats is wat i always think of. u see my working place is Famous Amos.. and i knw alot of things there.. u wan to knw y.. coz i wan to learn so that is is easy for me... this is wat i like coz i cn things easy and more quick.. thats y my manager call me everytime she needs help and i am happy to help her.. same thing in school u cn nt just copy frm ur frends.. don tell me when i grow up i have to copy from my manager wat he do i also do.. like " monkey see monkey do".. so if this semster coming if i really cn nt do. i try not ask my frend.. nvm.. i go for my ns first than after that i will go back to sch and retake.. but the next time i will change my course.. and try to do it myself.. than it would be easy for my future use..